AryusNaamika

For you I bathe in horribly wonderful decadence that envelops me crushing and choking me beneath my own ambiguity and inhibitions, I haven't the heart to hold to the utter selfishness which I've come to feel for you and it fears its own inability to encompass such disgusting purity. I want you more than I'm willing to understand and more than I'm willing to accept however it, you, still call to me with such horrifying allure that I can't help but approach the cliff which I'm sure will be my downfall however perhaps if I gained you in the fall I might not mind.